L.I.A.R

~ LIAR ~

who is the liar ?

I'm the liar . . 

why ?

because I keep cheating myself ,

I keep telling myself

that

I'm strong enough ,

I'm happy enough ,

I'm patient enough ,

and I can go through all of these . .

BUT

deep in my heart said

that 

I'm a liar ! ! !

I'm cheating to myself . . 

and 

I can't hold it anymore . .

I can't go through all of these alone . .

I CAN'T

I pretend to look fine in front of them ,

and

now ,

I'm tired . . 

let me be honest to myself ,

actually ,

I'm not strong ,

I'm not happy ,

without you . . 

~salam~